Monday, January 11, 2010

Struggling...

These past few weeks I have had a hard time with my weight struggle. At times I am so ready to do something about it, yet at other times it is hard just to get out of bed. I have come to realize that I am scared to lose weight. What will I look like if I do lose weight? Will I be able to have a husband that truly looks beyond my weight? What will it be like to actually be able to do more things physically? Silly questions, huh? I am at place where I don't have the answers to any of those questions.
The good news is that God already looks beyond my weight and He loves me anyway. I did exercise to a Biggest Loser DVD today. It kicked my tail! But this journey is one step at a time.

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